I regret all the crazy things I put my parents through when I was younger. Now that I'm a mother, I always worry how Ry's life will be. Will she go out and be crazy? Will she lie to me? Will she go out drinking? I try not to dwell on these things. I'll lose enough sleep when the time comes. I love Ry with all my heart and want to keep her safe. I know I can only do so much and point her in the right direction.
I regret not going to my friends funeral. He passed right before Christmas and my ex and I were going to TN for Christmas with his family the day of his funeral. I really should have pushed to stay an extra day. I miss him dearly.
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